I have these dreams where I'm me again and they almost feel like they're real. It's as if I have self-esteem again. It's as if I'm starting to heal. The chills and sweats grab a hold of me and they pull me out of my dream. They just won't seem to let go of me. I'm a dopamine addict, can't break the habit. Runs in my head, psychosomatic. Stare in the mirror, hide in the attic. Cry in my bed, I'm a dopamine addict and I feel like I'm out of touch, keep thinkin' I need that crutch. Keep thinkin' I need that rush. I just can't break the habit.